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I have no idea why I'm awake now. It just happened. I think I'll go back to sleep later.

Anyway, today's goal's are:

- mow the lawn (hopefully I'll have better luck than yesterday)
- work on my painting




That it all I can do for now.

Except go back to sleep.





Vicki

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Wow...my mom is out for blood over this whole golf course job now...she finally got an response from the lady in charge of banquet serving, which pretty much said they owe me nothing since I was never an employee and that buying stuff prematurely was our own fault.

At the same time, they gave me every reason to believe that I was going to be employed...including giving me a contract to fill out, other info (including my SIN number), gave me an employee handbook and, if I had been able to give them a void cheque at the time, WOULD HAVE HAD MY BANKING INFORMATION. And yet they never "employed" me.

Yes, that makes sense.

So, bitch lady (as she is know going to be known as) told my mom to speak to the club's lawyer at our expense if she wants to get any compensation. I gave her my papers (I'm glad I saved them), not sure what's going to happen now.

By any chance, are any of you people on my FL lawyers? Legal opinions on this might be nice.

Stupid golf course.





Vicki

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So, I went to yoga with Shannon tonight...that stuff is hard. Like, serious tough @_@ So I got a second workout in, yay. Hopefully it will start showing soon, though my uncle said that I have slimmed down. I haven't actually lost any weight yet though, which is a bit frustrating...and has caused me to slip a bit, I will admit. So to counter this, I am not allowing myself ANY food after dinner anymore. Not even to make up some food group that I've neglected in the other meals. It's just not worth it and it will be too easy to start over-eating again.

I've been thinking about the whole situation and why I always slip back...and I think it's because I don't remember a time in my life when I didn't consider myself "fat". I really can't. So I think that part of me just never expects it to actually change. And then when nothing does change, I just give up and decide that my first instinct was correct and go back to doing everything that caused this in the first place.

I'm struggling to keep going though...as Defying Gravity from Wicked says: "Some things I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know."

Babysitting tomorrow, making the money to pay my credit card bill for Sacred Stones. Fun =P





Vicki