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Another ten hour shift for me, February is just filled with money since there are 3 pay days during it (hurrah leap year!)

I was going to watch the Lovely Complex live action movie when I got home, but I guess I'll put that on hold for another day (I debated it yesterday, than watched the alternate ending OVA of Rumbling Hearts and Fantastic Children instead).

All this work is also good because it lessens the guilt I have over spending money. Though I do know I need to find a way to make that work better (I have a new plan, we'll see if it works).

Also I have made the discovery that my Himitsu activity seems to go up and down with my moods. When I'm feeling shitty about life in general, my activity is killed (THIS IS MY EXCUSE EXPLANATION FOR THE LAST COUPLE OF MONTHS!), when I'm feeling good then it's decent. Of course, it also is a bit of a vicious circle because having lame activity makes me feel shitty and having good activity makes me feel good. Brilliant.

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Oh, so I heard from Random House and they're going with someone else. I'm disappointed, but trying not to get too sad about it. There are still other places.

I'm just getting a bit tired of waiting and waiting for the "right" one to come by. It would be nice if I could just know.